BONCH, RONAH BONCH

2008-01-14T22:16:00.000-08:00

hahahh i know ronah is so MIA.

anyways, i have an LJ account. just wanna try out, i think its more fun than blogspot. HEH.

http://fahronah.livejournal.com

i do some updates there liao.
i miss hyuk, and dugong, we're supposed to go gym today! i am getting fat seriously. everyday go work, eat Mac, fast food, fried food. waduhh kakeh!! ahahahaha!

and i think i do, seriously.
confirm results on 25th. thats like friggin 10days away.

)))):

2008-01-08T07:21:00.000-08:00

i know, its been ages. obviously have been busy with work. heh, but i think i'm having fun at work. seriously, working at a store selling loads of toys is pure gereks. i have been enjoying the past few days at work, with great people all around me, HAH. (mister chocolat!) today is actually inventory, and i kinda regret not going. cos it sounds alot of fun staying at work with the crazy people until 8am in the morning. yes, i said AM. hahahaha. oh yes! so yeah, i'm working full shift tomorrow. is anybody coming by? (i miss HYUK!)

well, i know i am slow. but heck, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone. hahaha! well, i have my new year resolutions. (though i am doubtful i will fulfil all of them) and i am officially bringing you the new ronah. kononnye lah! i am starting life afresh! wheee, sixteen tau! dah boleh tgk AVP2! HEH.

oh yes, SP open house on saturday. hyuk, pegi okay? and NYP and TP also. i am seriously gonna scream on the day of my results. and maybe its not such a bad idea not to quit work anytime soon, or ever.

sings* i dont wanna grow up, i'm a TOYSRUS kid!
there's a million toys at TOYSRUS that i can play with!

HAHAHHAHAHAHHA!

2007-12-28T07:50:00.000-08:00

one of the most memorable night of my life. i missed hyuk so much, and i finally get to meet them. hahahha, after so many fights over who to bring what, we made it to lynn's condo. YAAAAY! i had so much fun! literally stuff myself with so much food. and even wani was there! hah, i did feel like crying, cos i was too happy to meet them. i think just having this bbq, would be the grestest bday present ever (in advance)! YAY! aku sayang korang the many2, and i cant wait for the next outing. but it ended too early. i also received my first bday present from emy! i love it baybehh! thaaaanks! :DDDD

aku nak hyuk lagiiiiiii.

and of course, i am starting my life a fresh from tomorrow onwards. (happy birthday to me, finally) after so much tragedies and bitter moments that had passed these few years (or months), i am ready to move on. payday is just in a few days, i am practically gonna start my life over again (:

ronahbonch dah nak 16( at 1601hours tmr)

:DDDD
sayang semuenye!

stupidity.

2007-12-21T22:41:00.000-08:00

work ended up at around 2am in the morning yesterday. i am so damn tired now. my feet feels swollen.
but today's work is fun, especially when 3 registers had problems; missing receipts, not enough vendor coupons, shoratge even.
hahahaa, i definitely had fun just cramping up with the rest of the girls in the 'tower' which is soi damn small. hahaa, but
it was all good yeah. hehehe. we had supper, and took a cab home, just like always. i guess the owrst part about this job is that you
dont know really when youre coming home, and the fussy customers. but its all good, the pay's fine. i'm getting it sooooon!

hehehe, but still got shortage, haiyaaaaah!

anyways, I MISS HYUK! i think i am going nuts. i have been so not in the mood, i need my remedy! HYUK! where are yoooooou? i cant wait for the
bbq,really! hehehe, looking forward to it very much. i am now sick. my nose is blocked, i couldnt sleep until 4plus just now. and
ended up waking up at 1pm. hehehehe.

dugong ader hp baru sehh! supposedly going sentosa with them today! but have kerja kahwin sehhh! haiyaaah, so sian.

anyways, jacintha and the flying dutchman came to my register to pay for toys within the past few days. sheikh haikel(liverfool)
came to haszriah's register yesterday with his so adorable anak! OMG. he's soooo cute! hahahha, with the afro thingy going on!
HEHE.

well, i feel like crying and laughing at the same time, just thinking about it. i dont think i can get anymore stupid sometimes.
i am at the verge of a breakdown, ididnt think i would be so weak. BUT, i think the hyuk outing will totally help me get back on my feet.
i need them, cos i miss them so badly))): mcm mane sehh next yeaaaar?

ya Allah, tabahkan hatiku.

)):

i miss fabregas tooooo =/

the best night of my life.

2007-12-16T10:19:00.000-08:00

This would be the bets night of my life. yes, the best ever. i nearly wet my pants, i was jumping up and down like a monyet kena belacan and i ended up losing my voice.

the night had started off with a suprise 'advanced bday' gift from my dad. He bought me an Arsenal away jersey. and i nearly fell off the couch. hahaahahha! i was so pumped up, as it was just minutes away from the first great game of the night. one item striked off my 'need'-to-buy list, isnt that just greaaaat? HEHE. you wouldnt know how happy i was unless you were there right beside me. thanks dad! (though i think it doesnt cost as much as it should)

so kick off started, with liverpool and manu at anfield. i was pumped up like yeaaaah! hahahha, i wanted liverpool to win though. unfortunately they lost to those red irritating devils by a goal. bet liverpool's owners were pissed. there were good chances for liverpool, despite dearest gerrard getting booked. kewell was cuuuute! hehehe. i was running out of snacks just watching the first match. HEH.

and yes, of course i did not miss some parts of Asian Idol. i missed agnes' performance though. and i am, again, VERY HAPPY INDEED that HADY MIRZA WON! didnt you see the unexpressed joy on his face. he would have wet his pants just like i was going to. anyways, HE WON! i wasnt expecting that shocking result cos i did not hear his name getting mentioned by the judges when they were asked to predict the Asian idol. HEH. but it was all great in the end. lets sing the tak bisakah hindustan version. i think it goes something like, Num Seh Pyaaar Hey Pyaaaaar, or maybe not. hahahha. i thought we didnt stand a chance to win. Well, congrats to hady. you look so charming on stage dear (:
peterpan peterpan! UKI WAS HOT!

So after the whole 'YAY HADY WON!', and missing the first three mintues of the long awaited match between Arsenal and Chelsea, i watched eagerly. i was just glkued to the couch till the end, except for toilet breaks. arsenal was definitely undeniably great throughout the match, which i kinda less expected. because for the last few matches they would eventually get tired in the second half of the games, which they did not tonight. i must say, i am so proud of them today. but the most important highlight(or one of the many) is that FABREGAS, HLEB, FLAMINI and VANPERSIE were back. i was so excited for the game! can you imagine not seeing my sayang for so many games (three or so was already alot okay!) and he finally appeared when the papers said it was not even close for him to play tonight. i am so grateful for tonight! YAY! and what else can i say, Arsenal's game was just impressive all the way. I admit Chelsea had numerous chances which could kill us off, especially shevchenko's free kick. but we pulled it off. attack was as great as ever. i never saw them charged to attack that well, for the past few games. i was so impressed i think i am goign off for sleep, smiling till tomorrow morning. If only i could just replay the match in my dream. There were quite a number of yellow cards. Not forgetting Terry's injury, i am very sorry myra.)): i felt bad, really bad. Eboue was a known drama-mama on the soccer field. and terry was just so pitiful. He's such a charming guy you know, i admire his guts, besides he looks hot. HEHE. he's one reason why i like chelsea. but the one reason, i hate chelsea is MIKEL. remember the previous arsenal vs chelsea match? he was sent off for doing a naughty naughty thing, which i cant quite remember now. hehe. oh ya! another reason would be, AVRAM GRANt. seriously, somebody should tell him to wear a clown mask when he faces the public. he can get really scary okay. whats with the whole black suit and the long frown. smile lah dude!

hahahahahahaa, yes! and my sayang defnitely had a few chances to score. but i think he;s grateful enough for the results. such a disappointing thing just about the last few seconds of the match, when he scissor-ed ashley cole, carelessly. but it was just a late thing, he got a yellow card, which sent him smiling and laughing away cos he didnt really care. ARSENAL WON! (sorry again myra) HEHE. though, they was certain times i got frustrated that i jumped up and down for nothing. i hate offsides! hmph. anyways, Arsenal definitely appears stronger with Van Persie (: i can feel my passion for watching Arsenal growing. HEE.

and, i think gallas' header was superb!

so here i am, wearing my arsenal jersey and smiling all the way like a mad woman. i think HYUK should start playing football. myra and i thought we could gather up our friends and make up a football club. thinking about it now, it would be fairly impossible cos we all would be busy with our own stuffs. but also, i kindas got excited when i was dreaming away about how we could get our club organised. our own jerseys and everything, and maybe a hot coach? hahahaha! angan angan lah sehh! but maybe it can happen?

so i wanna head off to sleep, smiling. i swear i cant stop.

Alhamdullilah ya Allah, i feel so grateful today. maybe to make up for those bad days at work, facing customers. i would have tomorrow and tuesday off. and i'm off for work on wednesday. i think i can get used to the job, i'm quite okay. cant wait for the season to be over!

i love Arsenal, i love my jersey. and i think i wanna hug myself now. HEHE. okay, ronah giler!

i think i am just fine the way i am now. i wanna apologize to anyone for my behaviour sometimes. but i miss my friends alot. HYUK )':

yaya, maybe next match we'll watch together okay. YAY! and take me to bangkok next time!

i'm out!

2007-12-16T00:12:00.000-08:00

work has been tough actually. so many customers, so many perangai, so many voided receipts, so much shortage! GAH! i think by now, all my shortage had added up to a hundred dollars. i feel miserable lah seh. but i think its okay, i'll learn from them. ah, having lunchbreak alone is a lso as depressing. haiyah, i miss school, seriously. but oh wells, i think i'll get used to the job. season is nearing. hence, customers will multiply. i cant wait for christmas to be over. all the so many complicated promotions will end! hahahahhaa, so no need type alot of whatevers on the register. GAHH! i miss HYUK. eh korang2 datanglah tengok gue sekali sekale. hehehe.

anyways, soon should have HYUK outing, i cant wait! yaaaaaay! end of month, i'll get my pay, but i dont think it will be alot, due to my shoratage amount. which is woaaah! hahahaha.

i am actually very eager to go shopping and spend some time wit my loved ones. i havent had enough time since i started work, but i'm sure i'll cope. yay! furthermore, i have to make up my mind on what course i should take. which will take quite some time.

anyways, 29december nak dataaaaang! eh hanep?

well, i wanna refresh my life on that day, cos i feel i should start all over again. i need it seriously. YEAH! ((:

aku sayang hyuk!

anyways, tonight is one of the most important nights of my life, or any other football fanatics. LIVERPOOL VS MANU and CHELSEA VS ARSENAL TONIGHT!
this is such a istory in the making night. hahahahha. whatever farrina. but heyy! i hope MANU lose and my dear gunners will work it! hahaha. but how saaad, my sayang fabregas is injured, and he cant play. but who knows, hehehhe, he'll suddenly appear for tonight's match, though i know it would be impossible. so sad lah my sayang.

AND,
ON SEVENTH MARCH, INCUBUS IS COMING TO SPORE! I AM GOING! its actually bad that i missed the mcr concert, but i thought its not really worth my money. incubus, is much more worth it. hahaha, though i dont listen to all their songs or know the lyrics by heart. i really like their music. HEH, and BRANDON BOYD! (HOTTTT!)

ok, adios amigos!

TOYS R US

2007-12-05T22:43:00.000-08:00

hahhahaha, yes aku dah keje pon. its definitely trying. i thought i was under gift wrapping but instead, i got cashier. stress! hahahha, like you have to deal with the customers yang kecoh, matminah salleh, giler, rude, polite, lawa, hensem, kecik, besar and ohtakleh angkat. but on the bright side, u get to hold lots of money, hahaha. tapi kirekan cashier oklah, maen2 ngan the machine. hahahaha, i sound so stupid.

my first day was on tuesday, at 9. i just burst into the store and had like aroung 40pairs of ehyes staring at me, before i knew it i heard laughters. so maluuuu! (like georagina said) hahahhaa, i was alone, dengan muker slenger aku. the staff were having a meeting, such anti-climax when i walked into the store, frozen in one spot. luckily, kak nor was there! hahaha. first day was as bad, or even worse than i could imagine. i had alot of receipts to be voided. it was so shameful. i think ashakirin, my partner, was like so stressed out to be with me lah. i mean, i think i am very bad at it. but practice makes perfect. i hope i can get better, Insya Allah. Ashakirin is nice, hahahha and like half my height and she's 18! hehehehe, but working at cashier can be like boring and hectic. when there's customer or not. especially if u have me as a partner, haish. but its okay! honestly, i had second thoughts on my first day cos it was really really tough. i had a bunch of complaining, nagging customers. but it all balances out with those nice customers. haiyaaaaah, i hope i'll make it through.

second day was slightly better, cos i didnt had as many receipts to be voided. i still get confused with typing in vouchers and everything. there will be a better tomorrow! i hope i hope. Insya Allah. Unfortunately, Ashakirin took Mc that day, bcos of me agaknye! hahahhhaa! so aishah came in the afternoon and teman-ed me. i think alot of people can get frustrated with my slengerness.

tapi yang best, is the people around. i have georgina, daphne and myra sometimes. then haszriah, my primary schoolmate. and AARON! yes, aaron! hahahhahha, cna u believe it? he's the toy marshall, so he has a little cute hat on, and helps carry toys around. hahahahha! giler.

i made new friends. max is a giler 'dont spread it' person. hahahaha! well, so far its all okay. i really miss HYUK though. i miss school alot. rase pelik sangat kene keje. but its all worth it baybeh!

Aston Villa VS Arsenal

2007-12-01T10:19:00.001-08:00

its 2.20am in the morning. half time for aston versus arsenal match. and yes, my dear gunners are leading 1-2. =DDDD
i hope they will take this awaaaaaaay. unfortunately, my sayang fabregas is not playing. he has a tweaked hamstring. hahahaha. how sad darling. how he'll get well soon. arsenal's performance so far is quite impressive. many shot-on goals and alot of opportunities actually. at 14th minute, Aston's Gardner got the forst goal. but my dear gunners worked on it and with great teamwork flamini anf adebayor's header ended us with a lead. how nice! hahahahha. i'm glad!

k, actually i', suffering from the side effects of a breakup. haiyaaaaah, i sound pathetic. but i'm actually am pretty upset though. hatiku sungguh berat. but oh wells, chin up farrina. i'll be okay soon, i hope.

starting job on monday (i hope), hahahha. and this will keep myself busy. but i hope not too busy ehh. i do think december is a good month for some soul-searching to prepare for the new upcoming year.i have lots to work on with myself. yeah.

i miss hyuk ):

5.23am/depressed

2007-11-28T09:02:00.000-08:00

i was depressed this morning. yes, 5.23am and i feel very depressed. In their 29th game, Arsenal lost. now, i have no idea how to express my resentment. i was quite disappointed withtheir performance this morning. besides the fact that fabregas did not play the whole game, gallas and clichy did not play this morning(spore time). defence was definitely poor, withsenderos doing some silly mistakes, like hugging the ball, thinking there was a free kick.hah, i dont blame him though, the sevilla fans were whistling and were just super kecoh.but it would have been great to be part of the atmosphere. superb fans! yes, like some of the other arsenal games, they were not scoring enough. i mean, yeah last minute goals are just so
thrilling and satisfying. but what happens if you dont do last mintue goals when youre supposed to?
yes, i miss van persie ALOT. also, with hleb suffering a hamstring injury, i was pretty disheartenened.

defence was just very poor. we were not attacking enough. i was definitely pleased with sevilla's performance instead. they had strong defence and were attacking just fine. they had such good opportunities,they could have scored more than 2goals. luis fabiano was a great player. and others, whom i cant remember their names. well, i guess its just okay. Arsenal had proved their capabilities in lasting for 28games.
i am VERY proud of them. nonetheless, they should definitely work on their defence and attack.
i love my dear gunners alot! i'm sure with this match, they would work even harder and get back up on their
feet. JIAYOU GUNNERS! heh, i miss seeing fabregas already.

My dream is to go to emirates stadium and watch them play! GAAAAH! how i am longing for that. i tell you, if i get to live my dream, i would be so happy i would smile for a whole year, or maybe for the rest of my life. HAHAHA. slenger ronah. but serioulsy, i went to the kallang stadium previously to watch singapore play with
malaysia, and the atmosphere was fantastic! the kallang waves were definitely so encouraging. i had a blast!

hah, that was singapore! imagine if i get to travel all the waaay to london, and enter the emirates stadium!
OMG. i would totally like be hyper. woooo, maybe i get to make friends with some gooners heh. WOW, imagine that.
GAAAAAAH, 2011!! i cant wait! i would want to meet fabregas in person of course. but just being the emirates stadium is
equally good. WOW. somebody bring me there now, if u can!

well, i havent gotten so into football until this year. hahaha, more exposure i guess. my dear classmates, the teevee
and my cousin, myra. WOWEEEE. heh, 16dec, midnight. ARSENAL meets CHELSEA, i think at emirates. i never really thought
i could get so obsessed. hahaha. HEY! fabregas' hot okay! gaaaah....

i never really did remember how i got stuck with the gunners. but maybe because of this first match i watched,
happens to be liverpool as the opponent. it was at my house, all my relatives were there and most of them support
liverpool. (such liverfools) anyways, so sombody from arsenal scored, i didnt know why but i jumped up and shouted for such joy.
sadly, i was the only one. but whattheck! it proves to be a good start. the rest of them were like, BOO! damn, goal siaaaa!
HAH, and i tell you all my uncles on my father's side love liverpool.(sheesh, never walk alone konon)

anyways, speaking of liverpool. i want to admit that i am unlucky for having a liverpool fan in the same house. yeah, my dad.
ever since this EPl season started, we had been arguing alot over football. the night before the Sevilla Vs. Arsenal match, dad
starting a stupid theory about how the team who scored first were the winners. of course, he had a strong intention of speaking for
liverfool, and as a proud gunner, i had to step up! like DUH! i mean, my dad is known to be so egoistic, he would give such excuses
to ensure that you get a string understanding of what he wants to say to you. so we were just arguing the whole night, my sister even
recorded our silly converstaion. hearing it, i was like, okay, we were childish. but i aint letting some liverfool fan bring a gunner down aye!
hahahaha, the thing is, everytime arsenal is on tv playing, my dad would find any opportunity to insult/provoke/mock/bring up/highlight anything
not good about any arsenal player. he would say the opponent were very good, and arsenal wont be able to make it. but i would like to point out daddy,
that arsenal made it through 28games without losing. how do you like that haaaah? hahahahaha. okok, i know, very defensive.
but hey, i love my gunners!

ok, i seriously cant wait to go to emirates stadium!

WOOO!

eh, hyuk outing?

FABREGAS FEVER

2007-11-26T04:27:00.000-08:00

CUTE SEHH! hehehehe. i have been like youtube-ing fabregas for days. hehehehhe, sungguh hot sehh! listened to the part he answered that he would save his girlfriend if his house was burnt on fire? AKULAH TU! (k, so prasan) its just so cute the way he laughs. HEH. *melts*

anyways, days spent at home are boring me. aku nak kluar, tapi nak pegi mane. supposedly i had work today, but its postponed. gift-wrapping starts on 3dec! TOYS R US LAH SEHHH! hehehe, do come visit me people, if you're free.

i stayed at home ALOT, and i look at other people going out. jealous aku! i cleaned out my whole closet today, and played dressing up myself. how pathetic! so, as you know, being at home means alot of housework, cleaning, watching tv, laptop, youtube-ing, and yeah, i decided to re-live my blog! WAHAHAHAHAHA.

damn, hyuk biler nak kluar?

gue nggak sabar mau kerjaaaaaa!

aku sayang fabregas, boleh?

:DDD

2007-11-19T08:16:00.000-08:00

YAY. berlalulah sudah prom kite. aku begitu terharu. rindu aku tak?
HEH.
but first of all, HAPPY BDAY SARAH SAYAAANG.
dah besar anak mak. yelah, aku sorang je blom sixteen. eh taaak! gue dan hanep! hehehehehe. k best! 29DEC all the way ah nep!
anyways, PROM WAS A BLAST! i mean ,besides the dragging of some segments, it was all goooood! I LOIKE! prom was so much fun. so we all berkumpol di rumah faz, pukol 4 like that. i was early, cos i had a job interview at town. so headed off after getting the job at TOYS R US! HEH. yeah, so faz's cousin came down to help us get ready for prom. and yes, like we all planned, we took a lorry to Raffles Town Club. HAHAHAHA, yes a lorry. eh, but still glam okay, unique mah! i sat in the lorry with other 4 gorgeous ladies... eh wait, there were 7 of them. YAH.
so we arrived and were sambot-ed by kiki and bday girl, sarah. there was surely alot of photo taking, of course. thanks to yaya for lending me her digi cam and her superhero clutch bag. HEH. anyways, i was wearing a black kain. faz was very prettay! wani was the sweeeeet pink pompuan malay a.k.a. ESCORT. lyana was the cooooool secret agent. dugong, was the hip artist. SARAH WAS THE SWEET BDAY GIRL. kiki was the kiki. HEH.
so we headed off to the reception after taking a few photos. and we headed in, mcm kelas gituk. kite masok mcm VIP gituk, HEH. padehal everybody minded their own business. the emcee was okay lah, kinda sporting. hehehe. so they had short segements for lucky draw, and introducing the prom king and queen nominees( i still think madelene should have won) we also headed agressively for the buffet. hahahha, you know how HYUK responds when a buffet is just few steps away. so, we ate ALOT. the food wasnt bad but we got full quite soon after.
anyways, i won the third prize for the lucky draw. 085!! hahahaha. one hundred dollars voucher for vivo city. k hyuk, gue blanje okay? HEH. kan best, aku begitu terperanjat. tapi gereks, bleh enjoy ngan kenkawans ku.HEH.
anyways, everybody looked HOT and NOT HOT. hehehehe. that christian won the prom king and shuyi wont the prom queen :DDD
i cant upload the photos yet. hehehe. i was enjoying myself like a drunkard. okeh, the danceflorr was giler lah sehh! we were all shaking our booootays! hahahaha. definitely crazy there. but HYUK had loads of fun. but in the end, they played slow songs. haiyaaaaah, so sad.
so on the way home, i was like on the verge of tears, cos i realised its over. i mean, we couldnt meet anytime soon, the whole cohort. i am so gonna miss you guys. in fact, i am already missing you people. damn. sudah empat tahun berlalu, macam terlalu cepat. saat2 bodoh kite, yg mencuit hati dan menikam jiwa akan tetap ku kenang,. chedibahh!
HYUK, i am missing youuuuuu.
biler nak outings yaaaaall?
i am proud that my sayang handphone get to witness some of hyuk's craziest moments, that i wont ever delete.
:DDDD (in tears, still)
HYUK,
ingat tak all the gamelan/malay dance moments, kite spotlight girls and we worked it!
ingat taak kite makan the best nasi ayam penyet same2?
ingat taaak kite pegi changi village, joget mcm orang gileeer?
ingat taaaak kite pegi karaoke rumah aku? datang lagi lah okay?
ingat taaak kite buat video tak senonoh dan senonoh?
ingat tak kite berjuang same2, untuk OLEVELS kite?
ingat taaak kite berraye2, mintak duet rayer?
ingat tak kite joget2 satu row panjang kat hall biler NDP?
our night studies,our pizza hut moments, seoul garden??
nobody can ever replace you guys. i love you :DDDD
i had fun today, i wish it wouldnt last. hyuk outings pleeeeease?

aku rindu BBMP3 juga.

2007-09-05T01:07:00.000-07:00

woohoooo!

korang rindu aku tak? hehehe. sudah lama ku tidak menaip cerite cerite merepek dalam blog ini. rasanya rinduuuu. banyak yang telah berlaku sejak ku menghilangkan diri. sedih, marah, geram. HWAHWAHWA. tapi just let it go baybeh.

aku tergerak untuk mula menulis blog kerana aku entah pon tak tau lah ehk. anyways, been attending chemistry classes since monday. ku dikatakan tidak menghasilkan keputusan yang begitu memuaskan untuk subjek kimia ini. Ms Chow yang cute molek dengan selambanya menyuruh kami menghadiri kelas tambahan ini semua. lima hari, 3jam sehari. haiyah! kirekan okay lah kaaaaan. tapi gue sedih banget dehh! rasanya kesal, pasal tak berusaha sebanyak yang munking untuk peperiksaan prelims yang telah berlalu. heh.

(TIDAK MENGAPA FARRINA, MASIH ADA HARAPAN BAGIMU. USAHALAH! BERJUANGLAH!!)

hehehhe. tapi aku cukop bangge, i'm more motivated now to work EVEN HARDER for Os. GAHHHH! Olvls danak dataaaaang. lagi 2bulan seteng! hehehehe. next week dah puaseeee! wooooooh! hehehe. aku blom abes bayar puase lah deyy. lagi 2hari. sekarang nie pon tengah puase. mcm tercabar pulak kesabaran dan keimananku. hehehe.

but today's chem lesson was boring lahh. That Matthew Lim was simply repeating stuff over and over again. Sedikit informasi sahajalah yang termasuk dalam otakku yang lembs nie. haiyah! hehehhe. sudah pulang dan tiba ke rumah, aku teros landing lahh ape lagi! ngantok siots.

ni laaaaah keje aku for the past few days. tido jek banyak. dah aku penatpenat buat schedule nak blajar, kononnye nak ikot. HAIKPTUUIH! hehehe. tapi aku takkan putos ase! aku akan berjuang! hehehe. pape laa ehh ronah. besok aku try lagi lerr..

yeahyeah! last friday pegi qihua primary school. MERRRRRRAAAP SEHHH! (like kiki always says) aku dahlah selenger. kawan dekat aku semua tak datang. aku ditinggalkan dengan jiran aku sorang nie. hehehhe. aku ingat lagi dulu, kite maen barbie doll same2! itu kat umah aku uh, pasal akunye complete SET! ader bakery shop dier, ader rumah dier, ader kereta dier! hahaha. itulah zaman dulu. klau pegi rumah dier slalu maen masak2... rumah dier banyak sehh makanan, tapi plastik lahh untuk kite! hahaha. anyways, ader lagi sorang, classmate aku biler primary1...siaaaaaaaaak! lawa dok dier! hahaha. dulu dier slenger2 lah, abeh very quiet... she's like so pretty now.. and it so happens that they both from evergreen and they were having be yourself day on that day itself lahh... hahaha. and they were all dressed up so nice.. most of them lahh... ader macam sesat mane entah... pakai coat ngan topi... hahahah! rashidin ahh tuuu... nanti bukak coat gerenti ketiak basah nye! anyways, theres this one other girl, shahidah... dulu dier gemok... tapi tak lah segemok aku dulu kaaaan. aku sedar diri aku eh! sekarang sekeping sehh! abeh ngan dier nye super huge shades.. lawa laaaah.. aku dari jauh, nampak dier tenganga... at first i couldnt recognised her lahh, like super big difference... hahaha! abeh aku mcm, tgk diri aku nie... maintain slenger jek... maseh berbabats.. RONAH BONCH! hahaha.. alaaaah, aku sungguh berbeza dari diorg... tapi rase kecik klau diri sblah diorg...

anyways, i realised that some people in my primaryschool days look like those in BP now... hahaha like these twins.. they wear braces and they're super taaaaalllll! nampak okay ahh, tapi ader kelembutan sket... hehehe.. kan macam JAMES!! haahaha. aku taklah buat banyak hal pat situ, macam menyebok gituk... dan aku rase dijijikkan oleh mat minah di situ... ternyata banyak jugak budak qihua yang corrupted... hehehe oops! tklah corrusted, tapi terseleweng... gasak korang lahh eh! tapi ok ah, tak segerek due tahun yang lepaaaas... i miss my primaryschool days, cause i can be so stupid that i dont even care about what others think... but insecurities have built on through my journey in secondary school...

but its all good, i'm all better now... and i cant believe its my last year in BP.. dah besar anak maaak.. hahaha. aku sendirik blom sure nak amek course ape in poly.. klau pegi jc, tkleh angs lerr... blom ader arah tujuan, tapi aku percaye Tuhan akan tolong aku pilih... yeahh!

aku for the past few weeks asek tengok blog blog HYUK yang tersayang... sume tulis pasal graduation... waduhh! aku dah sedih giler... like seriously... PEOPLE! ITS ALREADY SEPTEMBER NOW LAHH! haiyaaah!! ok, take a chill pill...

theres no more wasting time for me lah kaaaan.. tapi HYUK, aku akan rindu koang banyak2!!!!!!

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shawal, you too.

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i hope we'll still be intact after graduation. kerje bodoh kite sume jadi kenangan.
HYUK LAHH SEYYYH!

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dont worry, i'll still be the slenger ronah when you meet me in another 5years. HEH.